In season 1 when Rousseau captures Sayid, she finds the picture of Nadia that Sayid had on him. She asks who the girl in the picture is. Sayid says it's my girl friend, she is dead because of me. I killed her. Am I misunderstanding some thing here? Wasn't the reason Sayid was on 815 was so he could get to L.A. to find Nadia? The CIA agent said they knew where she was and they would tell him after he helped them? Now we see Sayid at Nadia's funeral. WHATS UP WITH THIS?