That was disturbing, Bostonlost! LOL
Didn't Shannon die in Sayid's arms? He loved her, couldn't that be what he wanted, "the only thing I ever wanted died in my arms"? Isn't Shannon appearing in future episodes? Did Nadia die in Sayid's arms?
When Sayid said that line, I remembered Nadia & Shannon & thought that Sayid meant that he wanted a love that lasts a lifetime.
Re: Sayid being evil- I saw how things played out as another shout out to Star Wars (big surprise there). Palpatine promised Anakin that he could have the ones he loves forever, & when Anakin crossed over to the dark side, his 1st order of business was to march in & purge the Jedi Temple. Whether or not the parallels will also include Sayid's redemption is yet to be seen!